We have a beautiful summer this year and I’m glad to have sunshine and warmth, even I’m a Vampire and don’t go right into the sun, and the brightness isn’t my favourite. I am so grateful we have more than two days summer this year. Everything looks more beautiful. Sunshine makes such a better and happier mood. Summer is way too short but at least we have real seasons so far this year, we had a nice winter, few months spring and now summer. Not like the last years where it was mostly wet and miserable and around the same degrees on the majority of days throughout the year.

Still people can’t cope, they are more idiotic than usual as soon as the sun comes out, it’s a scary thing. Even less considerate and their mind seems fried.

The clothes some wear on the streets during that season is rather shocking though. Makes me laugh too how some thing wearing hardly anything is helping them cope with the heat, when it is not. Why do you think people who live in hot Countries wear long, wide cut clothes out of light and airy garments? I sweat much less in my thin blue jeans than those wearing shorts and that. *smiles*

Now I put some ravemusic on and dance with a smile on my face, enjoying the beautiful, sunny Sunday after having a great Saturday yesterday.


Rejection leaves scars too

Do you people out there actually still have any decency? Do they know that rejection can leave very deep physical scars just like abuse too?

Rejection and ignoring someone for no reason is plain rude, and shows lack of character. It can damage someone pretty good too. Don’t promise to keep in touch or pretend to be very keen on someone when you aren’t as not acting upon your words can cause as much psychological damage as actual abuse.

THINK before you act!

Also if someone takes the time to write to you and it’s a kind or helpful letter / e-mail / message, take the time to at least reply, even if it is only one sentence, at least thank them for contacting you!

The only time it is actually best and okay to ignore someone is when they are being rude, or clearly just wants to start / cause drama. No need to feed the bullies and trolls with the wrong sort of attention they seek, ever.

Being smart

Having a brain that hardly ever shuts off, analyzing and even psychoanalyzing the world all the time is making one lonely these days, as being truly smart isn’t always seen as such. Trying to relate to people who have no idea what one is talkign about, giving you that look and feel of being mentally unstable or whatever else they may think of one.

When actually one simply realized that conforming to the mass population’s process of thoughts would be a complete waste of time, brain cells and energy. Sadly the majority of the population is so narrow-minded that they assume only someone having sucessfully completed courses on paper, or speaking various languages is smart. Fact is, if I would have went to University I would have done just as well if not even better as most there.

Only because I think different, am random, bizarre and yes even weird in a positive way, short everything that isn’t class “normal” (whereas the question here arises, what is normal anyway?) they think I’m stupid or whatever. It’s always shocking to see how many strangers out there assume they know someone, when in fact they have no clue. No time was spent enough to even remotely near enough know someone, yet they judge. They make up a picture inside their heads, based on their own narrow-mindness and malfunctions and perpetrate them onto the other person.

Because they aren’t as honest, open and friendly they can’t understand someone else is. Because someone is smart and speaks wise words they can’t follow or understand, they judge them as being different would be such a bad thing.

We are all individuals, humans, and therefore should be able to be that, individual! Too many humans are sheep these days, following the media, believing everything the industry tells them. They think they know someone if they have seen pictures on the internet, or read one statement or comment by them.

Some people may act and react very different as to yourself in certain situation or subjects due to their past experiences and knowledge. If society only had half an open mind as they claim they do they would not judge as quickly and wrongly as they do, and would accept certain people’s personalities as they are!

Ignorance and aggression

It’s really a sad and scary development to see how aggressive and ignorant people have become. It started with the millennium and has gone worse since.

Politeness and manners are free. It used to be the case that one with a bad attitude and mouth was standing out, these days kind and friendly people are the ones rare and standing out. It’s shocking. 

Same on the roads, too much road rage. Hardly anyone keeps to the speed limit. Yes it is annoying at times, and does not make sense but it’s there for one reason or another. Keeping no safety distance or overtaking someone going the speed limit, or even 10 km over it is clearly unnecessary. 

The rise of negativity and trying to put others down, to feel better about themselves has increased to a scary level too. 

It’s really sad to see how things have developed the past fifteen years and I really wonder where this all will lead to within the next five years. 

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Some don’t see the issue but it can be and everyone should be able to live and not exist. Being classed as the wrong gender isn’t only damaging your mental health but makes you physically ill too.

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So, I am the freak?

It took me a long time but I finally got there. It’s not me, it really is YOU.

People are too quick to judge these days anyway, we all know that, yet some seem to forget that pointing a finger at someone always has three pointing back at them. What you call into the universe, is being answered, and if you spread negativity then negativity will surround you.

I always tried to “change” and “adapt” to please people around me but never lost myself in it, I always remained me. I don’t do fake! Can’t stand it.

Yet, it always seemed that the fakes and crazies got further and I was left out. I always asked myself “what is wrong with me?”

Some people I meet along the way at Conventions or private gatherings get along with me fine when we meet, they even want to stay in touch, ask for my e-mail, number, Twitter, whatever. I hand it out if I like them and would like to stay in touch too. Then once being back home there is nothing or I am blank out ignored. Why do you say you want to stay in touch and are going to follow on Twitter if you won’t? Why do you claim you liked the presents and will post pics of you wearing them if you don’t? Why do you ignore those that clearly only mean well for you and truly like you no matter of your occupation, because yes, realities check, it is just that: an occupation! No if I wouldn’t like these people I wouldn’t care at all as I don’t need to have a large circle of people in my life, but if you find someone that is on the same wave length or you just get along so well right away as if you have known each other for a while, that’s when it bothers me when no reaction comes afterwards.

I wondered what it could be seeing nothing happened and I did nothing wrong. If I like someone I am caring, supportive and want the best for them.

All you get with me is that. ME. I am honest, genuine, reliable, caring, positive and have a good time. I laugh and live, without the need of alcohol or other things. If surrounded by good energy a good time comes natural.

I even wondered if it is because you aren’t as open as you seemed, that you DO have a problem with accepting me for the MAN I am just because my biological body is not incline with that. Now if that is the case then again it is not me that should ask “what is wrong with me” but you. Seeing the one with the problem is that, the one with the problem.

So, if being good fun, genuine, honest, speaking one’s mind, caring, supportive and entertaining as well as having a heart of gold is being a freak, then I would like to know: WHAT DOES IT MAKE YOU?

So Charlie, I have been supportive and backing you since 6 years, but since 3 years all I get is being ignored, no follow back and no replies. I kept sticking by you. Guess what? NO MORE because it’s NOT me it is YOU!

Cameron, even you are almost half my age we got along well, I could have easily “adopted” you as a little brother. We were totally on one wave length. But you never stayed in touch as you said you would, never followed, never sent the photos. You don’t want my support either it seems as first it was a “would love to”, then having someone say for you “too busy” and again no further reply. Well, YOUR LOSS and one day you this realization will hit. So guess what? NO MORE because it’s NOT me, it’s YOU!

JR – I never knew who you were until last year, you were a cool bloke I met. You said you’d follow me to stay in touch and never did. Well have a nice life!

All I can give is ME as I am. Not good enough? Then you are not good enough to be any more of my well wishes and positive energy.

To everyone: A person is a person and should be accepted as such. No matter if their gender equals their soul or not. Transgender or not, male, female, big, tall, short, small, hetero, gay, what does it matter? A human being is a human being – accept them for the PERSON they are. You either get along with someone or not, but do not judge anyone for being human!

Why hide it? Just be who you are!

It’s such a shame so many people hide their real me.

They rather be seen for what they aren’t than be true to themselves. Why go through this? Just be who you are!

It’s such a shame that men and women have to pretend and live an unhappy life, or rather exist in an unhealthy and unhappy existence because they are too scared to be who they are. You know if anyone has a problem with the real you, they are the one’s with the problem.

Like C. I am almost certain he is gay but tries to hide it and even does not want to admit it to himself. Even the signs are obvious.

Not only looking after yourself as you are, but no man over thirty would get hard being around super skinny “females” with a body of a ten year old boy. Unless they have a certain illness which is a serious issue, or are hiding who they truly are. With C. I think it’s the second one.

So many professional men and women have to hide being transgender, transsexual or homosexual. It shouldn’t be this way. A human should never be judged on that. Ever. The ones judging, the ones thinking it is not normal, or whatever else are the ones who are not normal and have a problem, as they create the problem without there being one in the first place.

Life and let life. Enjoy life! BE YOU!